Abstract Memories

changin' my life - TOKYO

2004-03-03T19:47:00.000-08:00

MOVED....
( click --- Free As The Wind)

many thanks to blogger for bein' a great blog tool. xD neko for hosting. and if there were any, all the people who were reading. xP

morcheeba - the sea

2004-02-01T19:37:00.000-08:00

i've been neglecting to do things latley. =__=; not cool not cool not cool! *shakes head* i practicly didnt write here for all of january. X\ anyway, i've been going through a LOT ever since i came back from the philippines. lots of crazy drama. ><;; but seriously, this world is too complicated for me.

anyway, i'm planning to start a new personal journal soon, but before that happens, i really hope things will straighten out with my life soon. =)

i took out the insanley old layout and put up this crappy one for now, since i'm pretty tired and i'm working on the new blog. xD maybe you can call this 4.5 layout? ^^; i couldnt think of who i wanted in the picture, so i left it blank.

so, for now, lets hope for the best with this life! xD hope everyones okay! ....

....be sure to check my tabulas too. ^__^

FF8 - fishermans horizon (midi)

2004-01-18T16:35:00.000-08:00

THINGS TO DO:

~~+ Unpack (100%)~~
~~+ Find Pe clothes (and wash) (100%)~~
+ Finish homework (36%)
+ make layout for blog (2%)
+ organize gifts (2%)
+ find and fix school bag (0%)
+ clean room (0%)

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i'm so busy. but i'm still slacking off. i only have today and tomorow to finish all of that, and i'm so tireeed~ i want to sleep... -__-;; that day after i wrote on my blog, (friday?) i slept the whole friggin day. it felt so nice! *__* i wish i could do that again, but i'm always haunted by my list of to-do's.

i'm worried of what will happen in school. its been so loongg.. i doubt anyone will remember me. "Justine who?" blaaah.. its only been two weeks, but thats excluding the winter break. so, technically, they havent seen me for about a month... and i rarley go on msn or aim anymore. =__=;

hello loner life! long time no see! xD .....

anyway, --;; i'm just taking a break from my studies (acctually, i just spent 5 minutes getting ready, and 2 seconds staring at my paper...) i seriously should get to work. *slams head into a pillow* i can do this!

mariah carey - oh boy (i need you)

2004-01-15T15:35:00.000-08:00

heey, i'm back from my long trip to the philippines. ^_^ sorry i havent blogged good-bye and such. *hugs blogger*

a friend offered to host me at her domain! i was thinking of moving this bloggy of mine over there, but now... i'm not so sure. -__-; i think i'll just make it to a shrine, i guess. ^^;

anyway, the trip was fun! it was really tiring though, busy busy busy! but it was nice to see the malls and my old school. i feel really bad because i didnt see any of my friends there, since i forgot the paper with their phone number in it, and so everything just got messy. the whole routine of the two weeks went something like: shop - eat - sleep (repeat) --- -__-; whats worse is that my mom was sick when we left to go, and she infected me and now i'm sick... and my ears are still clogged up. >/ i feel really bad cause from all those days shopping, i didnt buy much for myself. *angry* i couldnt find much clothes (wich i really wanted to get, since i always tend to wear a shirt that another girl in my school would wear the same day.. and it pisses me off.) i did get some clothes, but there for summer wear. ^^;

i was really sad because i wanted to go shopping at hong kong (where there was a short stop at) but whenever we went there (for going to the philippines and leaving) we were always too early in the day or too late at night, so all the shops were closed! --; me and my mom were peaking through the windows and we saw all these cute stuff! u_u they were so cute... *wallows*

anyway, i did get to do most of the things i wanted to do there! eat jollibee, shop... yeah.. most of my priorities were done. ( i didnt get my video games, but replacing that, we bought a grip load of peke dvds. ^_^ ) right now, i think everyone in my house is sleeping (due to jet-lag) but i miss my computer too much! *obsessed* i'm also milking my time really badly. i need to finish my homework for school and get some layouts workin, especially for my future shrine and this waay old layout.

bye for now.

NOTE: pictures arent working..! *panics* peice of crap...

nothing

2003-12-25T02:14:00.000-08:00

duude.. i'm a lil bit sad this xmas. -__-; i guess its because of that part where were going to the philippines and the stress and everything... ;_; i cant enjoy xmas so much anymore... but, i am trying to be happy. at least, be thankful. ^^;

THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TO IN 2004:

- DN Angel Manga (early 2004)
- Bleach Manga (about june 2004)
- Utada Hikaru english album (?)
- End Of School Year (aka: summer)
- FF7: advent children
- KH: card game? (i forget.. -__-; )

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thats about all the things i'm looking forward to this 2004. its not much, but it IS something. -__-; i just hope i dont spend all my money on stupid things so i can get the DNAngel manga and Bleach manga too. u_u *is top 2 most important* anyway, speaking of money, today, i bought this poem book by Pablo Naruda (sp?) i loove his poems. ^^ you should check em out when you have the time. sadly though, i spent a good 20 dollars that could have been used for future 2004 items, or at least something in the philippines. -__-; whatever. its a good book. -__-;

...its 2:11 am. merry xmas, y'all. i didnt get much pressents this year, but i wasnt expecting much anyway.. (though i'm still disapointed) my sister DID get us this awesome oooldd gamme. Puzzle Fighter? does anyone remember that game? ^^; its the game that started my whole gamer-girl revolution. ^__^ i love that game.

....just thought i'ld write to you mr. blog since i havent in a while... *bows* sorry. if i get my hands on a computer in the philippines, i'll be sure to write on whats going on and what i've bought. ^^

once again, its 2:14. i'm sure to get caught if i write any more. lates.

edwin mcCain - I'll Be

2003-12-21T23:32:00.000-08:00

let me get this out of my system before i scream. BLEACH IS GOOONE?! ;__; no, not gone forever, but till JULY!? i have to wait till JULY to read the FIRST volume of BLEACH which i have already READ. AND TW DELETED ALL THE FRIGGIN FILES ALREADY!? so i have to wait for like, MORE MONTHS TILL I READ WHAT HAPPENS when ichigo rescues rukia!? THATS A LOAD OF BULL! how dare they do that to me!!! plus, its been published by VIZ COMICS!!!!? the same friggin' PEOPLE WHO MESSED UP NARUTO? *crying* before i know it, bleach will be renamed to "ghost busters" or some stupid thing like that... ;___; MY POOR BABYYYY~

...anyway, i found out HIS birthday. January 3. ^^; too bad i'll be in the philly for that date. but then again.. its not like i really really like him like him anymore.. ><;

.......

*runs off to kill viz and tw*

alanis morrisette - precious illusions

2003-12-12T21:47:00.000-08:00

duude, today would have been such a great day... ^^ if only.. some stuff happend... ><; but i'm still greatfull.. it was a miracle!

the day started out the normal tired, cliche friday.. but this time.. during math... we had a test! i was sure i was going to fail but... insteaadd... xD you got it! i friggin' ACED the test. you hear me?! PERFECT SCOORE! XD it was awesome. at first... i was a little nervous because i completly SUCK at tests.. (math tests to be exact) and especially since my math teacher was saying how this test brought down a lot of peoples grades when they took the test. he also said no one had gotten a perfect score (...i think anyway.. he just said it lowered many peoples grades..) but me... the person who has never in her teen years, EVER aced a math test, accutally got a perfect score!? eeee.. life is swell.

i suppose its like, compared to my "old life", i usually was so afraid to ask for help when i didnt understand anything. but now when i get stuck, i just ask someone near me if theve gotten that problem right. i guess that dark phase of my life had paid of somehow. i also think its because i acctually have someone i know in that class (who is waay smarter than me in math) and also the way my teacher teaches things. ><;

i'm acctually not the only one who aced the test. a friend of a friend, rebecca, aced it too. ^_^ she's really smart, so i figgured she would. but.. me..? heheh. i'm lucky! xD its also pretty silly because i'm acctually not supposed to be in that class. last year, i took that test that told if you were to be in the alg. 1a-1b class or 1-2 class. i got the stupid class (1a-1b) but for some reason, i got into 1-2 this year. i guess its cause of the stupid budget cuts (fireing teachers) or fate or whatever.. ^^; i didnt tell the teacher though. i figgured that if i ever had trouble i would just tell them, but i thought i might be able to handle it.. so.. here i am! xD

...okaay.. after math, there was Pe. it sucked cause we had to run cross (and i didnt make it, as usuall) but after that, our teacher let us play around for the last 15 minutes of class. it was fun! we played jump-rope. xD it was crazy.
.....history sucked. nothing more. nothing less. ^^;

*he* was in florida all week because apperantly, he's in some kind of football thing or whatever. ;__; sad, but i only thought of him once today! (excluding right now..)

xD

kylie minogue - dancefloor

2003-12-07T17:00:00.000-08:00

latley, i've been dreaming that i was getting Chobits DVDs.... you think it's a sign? my subconience telling me to get them? hmm... i think so. its going on my 'to-get' list right after Escaflowne DVDs. ^^;

yesterday, we went shopping... again. ^^; it's one of the things i love about winter. i dont go shopping this much every month, just every december. cause of all the sales and stuff. also since we acctually need to go shopping for everyone. ^^; anyway, there was tons of people! we came pretty late this time so all the good stuff was pretty wiped out or didnt have the right size and whatever.. but we did get a few bags of stuff, for us anyway.. ^^; my mom decided to just give whoever we were shopping for money, since she couldnt find anything for them.. ^^; hmm.. aaah! yeaah! they had this GIANT christmas tree in the middle of the mall! (its an outside mall, so there's no celings.. ^^;; ) it was sooo awesome! ..it kinda made me feel shorter than i already am though, but it was really really BIIGGGG..! it even lights up at night! xD i wanted to take a picture of it, like this one dude was doin', but sadly, no camera... -__-;

today, i helped my sister make some muffins she was testing up for christmas. ^_^ it was fun. they turned out really yummy! x9 i ate some since they're test muffins, and we have no one to give it to... ^^;

you know, there's a lot of ups and downs to this "crush" thing... it makes life waay more interesting.. but it can break your heart if he doesnt like you. and with these deep thoughts in your head, it makes you go insane. -__-; i am so confused right now. i dont know wether to punch him in the gut and stomp on his feet and slap him since he's the one who started all this... >:$ ...or not... -___-;; makes me wish i could just end all this and confront him saying "c'mon man! just spill it! do you like me or not?!" while i shake him so fast it make his head spin.. *sighs* all i really need (not want.. i think..) this christmas is my sanity back. plleaassseee! any sign! ANYTHING! and.. i'm pretty stupid, so make it a sure sign i cant miss... *talking to herself*

....see, this "crush" thing is driving me mad. i dont even think he likes me.. maybe... but no. the day someone i like likes me back is the day it snows. ...the last time it ever snowed here must have been a miracle. the last time it snowed where i live was like, in 1478? what? i dunno.. its possible.. but not likely to ever happen.

erykah badu - bump it

2003-11-28T14:27:00.000-08:00

heh. just to show how dorky and materialistic i am.... i have a wishlist for all the goodies i want! xD most likely, over a third of these wishes will not be granted. ^_^

- Cowboy Bebop: The movie DVD
- Spirited Away art book
- Chobits OVA
- Escaflowne DVD set
- Chobits DVD/manga (?)
- X/1999 DVD (?)
- Chrono Cross
- Chrono Trigger
- Rhapsody
- One Peice manga
- Final Fantasy XI

**definitely will not come true this year:

- my own domain
- adobe photoshop
- mp3 player (ipod)
- bleach calendar
- scanner
- to see santa
- world peace
- my hair to grow two inches longer over night. -___-;
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righty-o. thats about all. ^_^" i'm pretty wiped out since my mommy woke me up so early today because of the after thanksgiving sale. ^_^; she dragged me along and bought all these pressents for my aunts and stuff.. ^^ it was sooo crowded too.

vision of escaflowne - mystic eyes

2003-11-26T11:23:00.000-08:00

yesterday was fun. i put up my new layout for my web, so it was really productive. ^^ cleaned my room since lots of visitors are comming tomorow for thanksgiving. ^^;

hmm.. then we went out to the movies to watch Love Acctually. ^^ its the first R rated movie i ever watched in the theater. do they even allow 14-year-olds through? ^^; anyway, it was a cute movie. i can totally see why its R rated though.. ^^; my favorite story there was the little kids love life and the prime minister. ^_^ yanno, because the little kid learned how to play the drums so the girl will notice him then in the end, it turns out she liked him too. kyuuute! ^___^ *sighs* if only my life was that cute. -__-;;

as stupid as it sounds, the movie totally got me into the christmas spirit. everywhere i go, in the mall and such, i'm happy. because there's so much holliday cheer everywhere! like when we went to the mall the other day when i got my inuyasha cd, it was so cool! ^___^ i just hope that this happy christmas spirit comes back at the right time this time. yanno, acctually during christmas..? ^^;

anyway, the next time i write will probably be a wishlist of what i want (and see what acctually comes true!) this holliday, or i would be talking about my life. u__u yep.. as much as i hate to admit, i have a crush this school year.. *bangs head on table* i hate it! its his fault! i thought he was looking at me during class, you know? maybe cause were the only two azn's around, i dont really know, but he kept looking back every time the teacher wasnt looking at out direction. then, my guess is that his friend sat near me, and so probably he was looking at her and not me. u___u *Bangs head* and i was starting to like him, too! ;__; so, what will be in my most un-granted christmas wish this holliday, is proof that either he doesnt like me or he does. just so i can live in peace. but seriosly! its his fault! ;__;

*sigh* alright. i'm done rabling for today. ^^; and if you read all this, happy thanks giving. be thankful your not a turkey! ^___^

inuyasha cd - track # 1

2003-11-23T16:43:00.000-08:00

duude, i got hit hard with inspiration for my web. ^^;

i woke up then i was all "WHOAH! THAT WOULD BE SO COOL" then i left to the computer and made my new layout. ^__^

i'm really happy about it. i'm not done coding it yet, but yeah... it might be on on monday, or tuesday..
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i friday and saturday was a blast. really, i mean it this time. it must be like, the best two days of my life. (so far, anyway)

friday was a total day, and i got to hang out with my friends and stuff, and i gave marinel her birthday pressent since its today (and like, there would be no school, ya?) ^_^ she liked it a lot. ^__^

then i got a 24/25 on my math test! its a miricle! a miricle, i tell you! xD
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saturday we went to the mall and i saw myca! xD xD she's so awesome! we talked about anime and crap like that. it was fun. ^__^

i was going to get the Once Peice or Naruto manga, but sister wouldnt let me.. -___-;
so i got the best of Inuyasha cd. *__* its wonderfull. ^__^ my next mission is to get the chobits cd. i was going to get that, but then i only had enough money for once cd. u_u

then that night we went to eat out at olive garden. it was fun. ^___^ too fun. ^___^ i think all of my good deeds are catching up to me. ^^; everything just feels... right? yanno? ^^; anyway, kak's wants to use computer, so... ^^; ja.

tlc - unpretty

2003-11-17T17:59:00.000-08:00

today was okay. ^^;
my grades have been slipping last quarter, and i really need to redeem myself and try to get at least an OKAY grade for the next semester... so that means..

*rolls up sleaves*
ONE: doing homework with all your 100% attention! dont' do it while watching TV! (aah.. as painfull as it sounds..)
TWO: turn stuff on time! stop forgeting! *bangs head on table*
THREE: less internet time! (homework first! then computer!)
FOUR: acctually try with all your might! who cares if you'll look stupid!
FIVE: prepare for the worst, aim for the best! (meaning: dont procrastinate!)

yep! n__n i have pretty bad grades this quarter, so during this second quarter, i plan to prove to myself that i can be not lazy. these rules start tomorow, since i practicly broke all five rules today. ^^; i got inspired by a friend from tabulas. She's goin' through what i went through last year, but she handled it much better than i did. ^^; but i guess we all have our own ways of dealing with things. i really like what she said: "i want to be someone i can admire" i think i want to be like that too! (though i feel like an utter copy-cat right now)

i'm acctually fixing my Wish Book matters now. I asked them about it, but apperantly i wount have my wish book any time this month. -___-; but i did ask them to pay for the damage done to my 2nd book. its working out, little by little.

my sisters friend lent us her Chobits dvd's. ITS AWESOME! soo cuutee! xD xD
its a little pervy, but it brings humor in the show. i have yet to watch the third dvd, (will watch it later) but its just too cutee. another great work of CLAMP, ya?

nakashima mika - love addict

2003-11-12T17:59:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAARRAAH~!

eee! hope you liked my present! ^___^
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^^ it rained today... it rained a lot. ^^; i was happy, but it kinda messed up my wardrobe plans this week, but its nothing too harsh. ^^;; (besides, i'm turning into my sister planning out outfits to wear two weeks ahead of time.. ^^; at least i'm not like that... yet..)

today was a good day. ...it started out good anyway. but.. it all came crashing down in french class, wich wasnt even the 'Big Bad Gun' of my big bad day. my friend (...were friends, but were not very close) joined up as partners in this french project, and she had to go to the bathroom, but forgot her student planner (wich also acts as a hall pas to get around during class) so i lent her mine. WELL, sadly, the bell rung like, five minutes after and i had to leave because well, i have another class, but she has lunch next... well... anyway, basicly, i dont have my student planner with me. i also feel like i'm beeing used. ^^; because like, she asked me to print out the homework for her. but! its only because her computer is broken down. but... i still feel used. ^^; does this make me a bad person?

then, during science class today... it was going to be awesome. awesome i tell you. buut.. this stupid punk just haaad to piss off the teacher and now, stupid noisy man and i was forced to change seats. whats worse is that i am the only friggin girl in there. its annoying! plus! these stupid boys are TOO slow in doing their work, that i have no one to copy off anymore... i acctually have to pick up my slack this time. -___-; in my annoying boy-team in science, we have to create a rollercoaster THEN create a play wich will become our advertisement for the rollercoaster. and it will be video taped. no, not only that. everyone has to say something. u__u *shy* what a peice of junk. *stomps on science book* diiee!

the other girl STILL hasnt given me my last wish book. i am PISSED. i bet you she lost it. i hope she didnt though. she still owes me 27.00 for the damage on the other books. *sighs* but... i cant get mad... i hate expressing anger. it just getts me in the extreemly depressed mood because i start to feel bad and stuff... *bangs head on table* WHHYYY!!?? whhy is my sttuuppidd cooncciieennncee dooinnng thiiisss... aarggh..

anywhoo.. its the last week of Kay Tagal Kang Hinintay (KTKH)--my ultimate favorite soap opera! xD their ending this week. (aahh.. the beauty and difference of fillipino soaps and american ones) its SOOO GOOOOD! T_T its not even funneh.
i hear in the philippines, their going to go have a giant billboard near some mercury store that will show KTKH full on. xD thats so funny. i would so watch though. ^^; they should show it in the freeways too. :P

kay, i'm out. lots of homework.

nakashima mika - love addict

2003-11-06T16:28:00.000-08:00

whee! i had an awesome day today, despite my braces forcing me to fast and not eat. ^^; we didnt go to school till 9:48 today since it was a colaboration day, and i was on the computer and found out that TW had the zip file of Bleach already. ^___^ that totally made my day. (just finished reading them.. xD)

umm.. what else.. we made our scare crows in asb for the fall fling dance thing.. we get to do all this crap and i get to eat with my 'soul sisters' tomorow. ^_^

math pretty much sucked today, but i was doing really well on long problems! (maybe cause i was zoning out less..) but, yeah.. it was fun, i suppose... then i had PE, and had to run cross country, -__-; (i didnt make it, as usuall...) but, my teacher told me that he gave me a B in pe, so i'm happy. (i was really worried, yanno?)

um.. at the end of the day, we had a test in social studies, and that was pretty fun, i got an 18/20 (and didnt study!!) so i'm happy about that. it was also fun, because i was felling kinda lame so i kept my eye on the teacher so i got more bonus points when he does those tricky 'silent hand' ... ^^;;

its been about a month now since i lent my 'friend' my wish books, and so far she still hasnt given me my fourth volume. ><; i was meaning to ask her, but then i was worried she might run away from me so i wanted to target her at a place where she couldnt run off but... -__-; i guess ill ask tomorow.

my friend was worried about me today. ^^ she told me to stay happy and optimistic because i was kinda quiet today, and i guess she got worried... ^^;; (am i repeating myself or what?) thats really nice of her.. ^__^ its kinda funny though, since its the most i ever talked today since i got my braces, and she still thought i was pretty quiet.. ^^;

oh! my friend (same one who was worring about me) got me this one j-pop song i've been dying to have. ^__^ i'm listening to it now.. its called "love addict" by nakashima mika. *happy* i really like the song. its very 50's, with the orchestra, and it kinda reminds me of an xmas song... ^^;; but yeah.. i like it much. i want to get these two other j-pop songs, but i'm afraid to ask her again... *feels like i'm using her* ..... ^^;;;

anyway, i hope this could make up for kinda forgeting about this blogger.. ^^;;; *has been on tabulas most of the time*

nothing.

2003-11-03T23:55:00.000-08:00

NOTE: copied of my tabulas journal. /NOTE

*in pirate costume*
get back on your posts! hear my roar! rant!
*pokes people with plastic sword*
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*sighs* i'm getting braces in about... 10 hours and 35 minutes.

its a school day, but my mommy said she would let me stay home after i get them, and eat some yummy soft stuff till i get used to the icky peices of wire they will dump all over my mouth.. -____-;;

and now i say to you.. go call carl's jr. for some of them yummeh burgers before i leave to the evils of the orthodontist!

my last burger (or hard and yummy thing to eat) until... next week?
i have investigated a number of friends around school campus about braces. 2 people have lied and told it wasnt painfull. *points at them* SHAAAMEE!

well, who am i to say if their liars or not, i have now 10 hours and 29 minutes till i find out myself. but... i can tell! the ph34r in your eyes.. bad memories! *imagines ortho's cramming giant metal evil-bunny sculptures in teeth and chainsaw* i shall never get braces! *stabs self with plastic sword* (curses! my sword is completely rounded at the tip!)
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can you tell how scared i am about getting braces? *hides*

..but i suppose it was going to happen sooner or later, so i better just get this over with... *deep sigh*

nothing.

2003-10-28T10:50:00.000-08:00

bringing a new light on the question: "if you house was on fire, what would you save..?"

duude.. there was a brush fire goin' on starting... sunday..? i think? well anyway, it was pretty darn scary.

if i looked out my house, the near-by mountain that i usually passed on my way to school was on fire. (near the tip of it, anyway..) so, my family and i started to pack some of our belongings and valuables just in case the fire got near by and they told us to evacuate.

basicly, we just grabbed a whole bunch of our clothes, then got our passport, important documents... my granma's photo-albums (since she's currently in hawaii..) money.. etc. ....and then we just waited and watched at the TV so we would know if we should evacuate or not. about an hour or two after that, it was getting really smoky in the area and the fire was getting kinda close, and a police car went drivin' around yelling at a loud speaker to evacuate imediently. ..it was darn scary.

so, at the end of the day, we went to our aunt's house and spent the night there. and then, the day after, somewhere in the afternoon, we went back to the house.

it was still smoky in the air, and it started to snow ash... but we kept unloading our stuff back in the house. it was pretty amusing, because we had three cars filled with junk just showing how materialistic people really are.

anyway, the electricity was out yesterday, so i couldnt do much but entertain my annoying cousin, Trevor (aka: hyper boy) ...since there was no electricity, this seven year old was going balistic! screaming and whining how much he wanted to play on the playstation.. its crazy. (okay, i'm over reacting, but in the inside, i could feel this is how he felt.)

so, in the end, today, the electricity went back up. my house is still standing (thank heaven.) and there is no school today, and there was none yesterday. ^_^ and.. there will be no school on friday, since its halloween. ^___^ how many days am i left with? TWO. two school days left in the week.
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anyway, i'm really happy today since the electricty is back.
i'm also very very happy because TW finally updated BLEACH. ...though i'm a tad sad its a torrent file that my computer can't read. ..or i cant figuure out how to read it.. -_-;

but its also, because at Tentative, i won the skin contest! xD xD

truthfully, i didnt plan on entering, but i got really bored one day and thought to explore my stupid macromedia fireworks to see what stuff i can create to make it look like it was done with photoshop. ^^;; and i created, *tada* the banner/skin for tentative. ^___^ i'm really happy about it. ^_^

well, i'm leaving now. *trying to figure out how to make computer read a torrent file* ...plus replying to Tentative stuff...

keahiwai - falling

2003-10-24T22:45:00.000-07:00

hehe. i just finnished writing in my tabulas. ^^;

i'm feelin' pretty paranoid at the moment.

y'know.. there's times you feel like there are people who are your friends, but then you kinda get the paranoid vibe that they hate you.

or you feel your straying from all your friends... drifting far far away..

^^; yeah.. i'm pretty paranoid.
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y0! i have to do this fashion catalogue for french. you know when your skilled at a project that you have it all figured out, but then a friend wants to work with you, and messes up your whole plan..? -_-; thats how i am with the fashion cataloge.

i had it all planned. name of catalogue, all 15+ items of clothing, season, layout of catalogue... then my friend wanted to join, and being the sucker that i am, i said yes.. (i cant refuse anything.. ^^;;;) AND her cousin joined our group, and so, everything is going to get uglyfied.. i'm sure.. and my beautifull project (worth 100 points btw.) its going to crash, to 95 or something. *over acheiver* ^^; yeah.
does all this make me a bad person...? @.@

but really, i only said yes because, i mean, what kind of friend would i be if i said no? then again, what kind of friend am i now..? the fashion catalouge is due on wednesday today, and my 'group' has been doing nothing. well, just her cousin anyway, so, my plan is that we just kick him of the team. >:0 i planned to work alone anyway, and this just adds to what i really want. one less person to deal with.

..okay.. this is really starting to sound like i AM a bad person. ^^;; i'll stop now and let you think what you think. *yawns* its pretty late already, so, ciao.
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[edit: NOTE TO SELF: get ffx-2 cd and turn 1000 words to mp3. (i know i'll forget in the morning..) ]

boyz II men - color of love

2003-10-21T21:02:00.000-07:00

^^; hello blogger! long time no see.

nee, i cant really say that i'm not blogging cuz i have nothing to talk about, but more like the opposite.. ^^; ever since i got back to school after i got sick, its been crazy, making up work, tests, everything. -_-; i keep forgeting my homework too. ^^;

anywho, about the wish book crap, i have book three and book one with me now. i currently await book two and four. i acctually had book two a couple days ago, but a friend (who i acctually know) asked for it, so i let her. besides, its not like it isnt ruined inough already, ya?

i'm at the begginings of getting my braces. -_-; i'm so scared. i hear there like hell. *sighs* well, right now, i just have those rubber band crap in my mouth. (spacers-- they called it?) to stick more crap in there. -_-; i'm guessing by december or january, i'll definantly have braces by then. *scared*

um.. a couple days ago, one of my best friends got her wallet stolen. just this week, we found the culprit. ^_^ it was a lame sixth grader. her name is Jessica Scott or something like that. i didnt get a look at her. but so i hear, during PE, she went into sarah's backpack and took her wallet. there was a confrontation with a teacher between them and like, she kept some stuff of hers and threw away the rest, and like, we were all "what's this?" she had korean stuff all over her wallet (since my friend is korean) and like, the theif is all "oh, my mom works at a bank and gave that to me" (it was a korean dollar... worth 1 buck.) then she kept my friends library card to a korean bookstore or something and then the wrench said "oh, my mom works at a library and gave me that" then we asked her where she got her wallet (that she stoolleee) wrench says again "i got it in claires" ..estupid. you dont get this crap from CLAIRES. she got it from korea. (man, korean's get all the cute stuff..) so anyway, she got her wallet in the end. and now the bloody wrench Jessica S. is not allowed to go into the backpack room, has a referall, and got a lot more baad stuff.

blah. anywho, i'm now addicted to this new manga (not yet licenced in america, thank god.. i fear that toonami will ugli-fy this beautiful thing) called 'Bleach' :P its the beesst, yo! go download some! <3 <3 ichigo is the best. <3 <3

umm... lessee... that about sum's up all that's been going on in my life so far. ^^; i know i'm missing some details here and there... but whatever..

bituin escalante - kung ako lang sana

2003-10-12T20:39:00.000-07:00

can you hate me for liking a filipino song? would that make me such a FOB? ^^; really, i like this one filipino song by Bituin Escalante. i think its really really cute, ne! ^__^ here, i'll post up the lyrics... i'll try to translate it to english as best i can.

Heto ka na naman kumakatok saking pintuan
( here you are again, knocking at my door)
Muli naghahanap ng makakausap
(looking for someone to talk to)
At heto naman ako nakikinig sa mga kwento mong paulit-ulit lang
( And here I am again listening to your repeating stories )
Nagtitiis kahit nasasaktan
(Continuing even though getting hurt)
Ewan ko bakit ba hindi ka pa nadadala
(I don't know why you haven't been taken)
Hindi bat kailan lang nang ikay iwanan nya
(Isn't it just recently that she left you?)
At ewan ko nga sayo parang balewala ang puso ko
(And I don't know why you disregard my heart)
Ano nga bang meron siya na sa akin ay di mo makita
(What does she have that you can't seem to find in me)

Chorus :
Kung ako na lang sana ang iyong minahal
(If only it were me who you were loving)
Di ka na muling mag-iisa
(You won't ever be alone)
Kung ako na lang sana ang iyong minahal
(It only it were me who you were loving)
Di ka na muling luluha pa
(You won't ever cry)
Di ka na mangangailangan pang humanap ng iba
(You won't need to find somebody else)
Narito ang puso ko naghihintay lamang sa iyo
(Here is my heart waiting only for you)

Heto pa rin ako umaasang ang puso mo
(Here I am still hoping for your heart)
Baka sakali pang ito'y magbago
(In hopes it would change it's mind)
Narito lang ako kasama mo buong buhay mo
(I am here with you for the rest of your life)
Ang kulang na lang ay mahalin mo rin akong lubusan
(The only thing missing is for you to love me wholeheartedly)
Kung ako na lang sana ang iyong minahal
(If only it were me who you were loving)
Di ka na muling mag-iisa
(You won't ever be alone)
Kung ako na lang sana ang iyong minahal
(It only it were me who you were loving)
Di ka na muling luluha pa
(You won't every cry)
Di ka na mangangailangan pang humanap ng iba
(You won't need to find somebody else)
Narito ang puso ko naghihintay lamang sayo
(Here is my heart waiting only for you)
Kung ako na lang sana..
(If only it were me...)

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it's a cute song, ne? its pretty cheezy, but thats all more the reason to like it. ^_~
lol. anywho, i have homework i need to finish up for tomorow, i'll c y'all then.

one last, note if anyone *does* read this:
click on the word 'fallen reverie' next to the time stamp and comment on my blog.
heh. i know no one reads this thing.. but just in case! ^_^

keahiwai - falling

2003-10-09T11:30:00.000-07:00

waii.. i'm sick today. -_-; i had a fever-ish last night, so i didnt go to school today. ^^; yeah.. i'm supposed to be in science class right now.

...my head is all spiinniingg and my nose is all runny... -__-; i hate.. hate being sick on a school day. i mean, sure you get to relax while everyone's at school, but when you get back in school, there's like, a big gap of homework you missed and have to make up. -_-; especially bad to be sick today because i have a test in all my classes today. -_-; i would have gone to school today, since i'm feeling way better than yesterday (i mean, i couldnt even turn my head without it going crazy spiinniinngg... and i couldnt leave my tissue box alone cuz the second i leave, i'll sneeze or my nose will get all runny again... -_-) but i sleept really really early last night since my head hurt so much and i was really tired.. and so i didnt get any homework done. -_-; ssuucckkss.. well, anyway, i'm going to have to take my tests during ram and after school when i get better... and i'm hoping by tomorow i can be a-okay because i'm running cross country... i dont want to pass out and have to re-take it after school too.

hmm.. oh yeah! yesterday, my friend Tiff (the one who lent my wish books to the girl who messed up my wish books.) she came up to me and told me about the accident of what happend to my poor book. she said she and lauren would split the payment of the damage done. 10 bucks each. xD thats 20 buckeroos! xD xD i'm really happy about that. i didnt even ask her about the books. she just came up to me... and i didnt even have to be mean! xD i still think though that 10 bucks each is kinda way too much, but then Tiff said that she knew that i would say that.. she also said she can never see me being mean.. u_u so, i said whatever, and made her pay the 10 bucks each... i just found it quite unfair, being that i bought the wish book for 10.. and their paying double.. but hey, more money for me. xD

final fantasy viii - fishermans horizon (midi)

2003-10-07T19:15:00.000-07:00

*sigh*

sometimes i wish i was still in the philippines... in CSA. ..ya?

a friend of mine from there is having some troubles.. and i'm really really really worried for her. i read her bloggy and we send emails and stuff... but i feel like i cant do much. i'm limited on my helping skills. all i can do is give her some advice... and i'm not even sure i'm saying it the right way, or what she thinks i'm saying... i really want to help.

if i was there... i'ld want to treat her and give her a grand time... yanno? she's having lots of troubles, so i just want her to forget them once in a while.. relax and just have some fun, ya?

then again, i think it was good i'm here. it was really messed up in csa. also, i dont think me and J. would be still communicating and chatting together if i wasnt here. from the was things seem there... all my friends are scattered and J. is like, the only person i talk to now thats from there... :(

well, anyway, from news of yesterday.... i have a new plan against "her." i'm going to wait till she gives me my other two books, then tally up the damage, and make her pay. it's the least i can do, ya? i dont want to run back and forth asking for money off strangers...

oh.. yeah.. language today.. i ran out of paper... so i mooched off this one guy who sat behind me for paper. xD he was really nice.. gave me a weird look though.. like "stop asking me for paper!" kinda... ehe.. -__-; yeah.. after that.. i mooched of the girl who sat next to him.. ^^; i'm such a moocher.

okay. i'm done for today. k. is up on my grill all the time now cuz she wants to use it... *glares at her* duude! i beaarlly even got to use it yesterday, AND the day before that! why? cause YOOUU were hogging it all up. >:0

oops.. she's comming... ehe. bai.

keahiwai - falling

2003-10-06T23:10:00.000-07:00

oh. my. gosh. i aam sooo friiggiin pisseed oofff... >x( i swear...

today, i found out that my photo account is over its bandwidth.. -__- so the pictures for my layout here AND the picture i put up at tentative PLUS that banner i made for this neopets friend of mine will not show. u_u i tried deleting some of the pictures i dont really need, but its still not lowering... -_-; when i put the pictures up in the very beginging though, it wasnt over its limit, it wasnt even close, but today.... its just.. way over its limit for some reason... -__-; do you think some nasty person is eating my bandwitdh? hmm... but.... who would be stupid enough to do that with MY pictures..? they suck, man. who would want them? who ever IS doing this... i WILL hunt them down... hunt to kill.

really, i am having a very, VERY pissy day today.

i FINALLY got my wish books back (2 of them anyway) from my friends friend who borrowed it from her without me knowing, and i got it all trashed up. T_T seriously! the pages were like, stained with some sort of red liquid, making the edges of the book curl and the shiny crap seperate from the front, the insides i didnt even bother to look (in fear... ;_;) i was so friggin pissed. my friend was all like "its just a book." i was seriously about to jump her and give them a whole speach about these "books" being my only prize possesions, obsessions, i mean, without them, i would have died of suicide by now. i'm serious.

i only have two of my wish books that she trashed.... i'm seriously praying that my books arent as trashed as the ones she gave me. my poor babies! ;_;

i was talking about it to my other friend and it turns out, it happend to her too. *sniff* only it was worse. she got her card captor sakura manga from her back, and PAGES were torn, and if they werent torn, the pages had, highlighted marks, pencil markings... it was horrable. i was about to scream "bloody murder" and run all over the quad half-crying. -__- am i taking this too much? because the way i see it, if you mess the crap that i lend to you without even saying a simple, heart-felt "i'm sorry" it just gives me that felling that you dont give a crap about me. your just using me for some sort of your sick, sick, games. >:0

*sigh* yeah.. i'm going to hunt her down tomorow morning and ask her to pay the damages she did to my two books. (thats about $20 plus.. for just the two of them, i'm only going to let her easy, cuz i'm such a NICE--gawd i hate myself for being so nice- i'm only making her pay 10.) and if she messed with the other two books, i pray that god will help me and teach her to never mess with me or my stuff.

ARGGHH.. i swear, if she messed with my other books, i'm going to hunt her down, kidnap her, cut her to little tiny peices, TP her house (before anything..) and some other EVIL EVIL things.

*bangs head on table* WHY oh, WHHYYY am i so nice? when i first gave it, they all thought it was brand-spankin' new, when i had it for months. MONTHS. and now, i have it back.. its like.... i dont even want to touch it anymore. i swear, just by looking at it, i just want to cry. compared from when i gave it and when i gave it back.. the diffirences are extreemly difirent.

and, yanno? my old friends before, when they brought like, and art book or something, they would like, panic if even the tips of the book started to become un-sharp. i'm not even like that. but... i mean, JUICE STAINS ON SOMEONE ELSES BOOK!? i would freak if i did that! and i would like, offer to pay for the damage i did, yanno? but noooo... she just gives it to me in the middle of something, so that when i realize the damage she's done, she would be gone. >:o

okay... umm.. i'm talking too much about this crap. i have MUCH more to talk about, but ill save y'all the troubles later. btw, ya notice i have never put a happy face in this entry? no? oh... never mind then. just comment on the new commenting system i got. that would brighten up my day..... please?

heh. guess not. u_u

utada hikaru - fly me to the moon

2003-10-04T17:04:00.000-07:00

this week was okay. it had some very very icky and bad parts, but friday made up for most of it. ^_^

hmm.. okay.. had a test in science, aced it (30/30--and didnt even study much.) ... had a test in history... we only graded the fist part of it and so far, only one mistake. (and even forgot there was a test that day) ^_^v

thursday was a peice of crap. and what was funny, was that i could tell it was comming. ^^; a bad feeling struck when i was on my way to school... ><; and other little bad things started to happen to me.. until the "big gun" came. it was lunch time, and my friends i was hanging out with were seriously P-ing me O. >:0 they were tugging at me, hitting me, screaming in my ear about chickens.. -__- i seriously could not stand it anymore. i just like, burst out of the chair and stomped off to the bathroom to vent and cool down a bit... -__-; they got the message though. they dont gang up and combine their annoyingness at me anymore.. when it was friday, anyway.

hmmm.. Friday was the best! xD the weather was perfect and everything! it was windy, and cloudy.. xD i wish it would be like that everyday.. but.. umm.. it was a bad start, as i got the wrong scedule and went into the wrong class and so became late for class... -__-; and lunch was much better, as there was no yelling in my ear or much violence directed towards me. and freenchh was thee beesstttt! kekekekeke.. X3 ...acctually.. i dont really remember what happend friday, but i remember being extreeemlyy happy after french. ^^; ehe. so.. umm. that concludes the high's and low's of my week!

ehe. come to think, i havent blogged in a while.. ^^;

oasis - wonderwall

2003-09-25T13:39:00.000-07:00

gwahahahar. xD i finaaly got to eat with my friends today after all that haard asb work. ^__^ it was so fun. i couldnt stop laughing xD

my friend said to me today how my voice is like a little kid's voice. ^^; i'm not really sure if i should take it as a complement or an insult... ><; i guess its a complement.. *thinks* i mean, my little cousin has this cute little voice when she runs around chasing her cute little puppy... X3 so cute.

aha, my friend is such an Inuyasha manicac. She dubbed herself to be Inuyasha and practicly all the other good characters, while Faye is Kagome and I am Yura, that hair lady that wanted to take Kagome's hair. -_-; she's still cool though. ^^ she told me that Seshhy (<3 <3) revives Yura and team up with each other against Inuyasha's gang. ^^; this all happend while ~~runni~~ walking cross country today. i got a slightly better time than when i acctually tried to run cross which is funny, if you ask me. i think its because my friend was walking too fast and i was trying to catch up with her.. plus we raced on this one part. ^^;

its also quite funny since if i am Yura of the hair, why wont my hair grow? its been this long since forever.. ;_; grow hair, grow! -_-; i'm hoping by december, my hair will be at least past my shoulder. that way i can finally experience the 'joy' of being able to tie back my hair, or put it up in a pony tail that wont fall off when you move too much. ^^;

nikka costa - like a feather

2003-09-24T23:23:00.000-07:00

haha. i would say this is the fastest layout i have ever created. ^^; a total of 24 hours! xD *proud* i think its a tad too plain and simple though... but i dunno what to add.. *nods* i do love the colors i used for this one. i planed fo it to be more "autumn colored" but it turned to a watermelon scheme (which is waay cuter, ne?). people need to see more green in their lives. especially in autumn when everything is warm and in a pretty shade of brown. oh yeah.. i loob that picture of daisuke and dark! X3 its.. beaauttiiffuull! <3 <3

yeah. i took a test on this one newtype magazine on what DN boy is perfect for you. ^_^ i was routing for daisuke, but got dark instead.. ^_^ Dark is suuper uper cool too! xD <3 <3 ahaha. at least i didnt get With at the very end. lol.

aah.. tomorow i have school again.. ;_; i spent all of my day (more or less) on this dang computer of mine, i didnt even get ~~much~~ any school work done. -_-; aaah.. i should work on my school skills. homework first, computer later... *chants* homework first, computer later... homework later, computer first... homework later, computer first... O.O wait a sec..

weezer - say it ain't so

2003-09-23T21:05:00.000-07:00

;_;

i just saw this site on a 1024x768 screen. ;_;

*bows down to all 124x768 users* i'm soo sorry! my layout is totally messed up in this kind of screen! aaah..! musst.. fixx... aaaaaaah.... it looks so baad.. worse than on a 800x600 screen..

okay. the new layout will come by soon. *working right now* -_-; okay. i swear i wont blog until i have my new layout up.

I PROMISE!

dream - my will (inyuasha end song 1)

2003-09-20T12:52:00.000-07:00

hee.. okay. nothing much happend this week at all, really. just another boring week. oh. we did get our ID cards today. ^_^ i look so friggin ugly there. -_-; like always i suppose. i mean, was there ever a time when i looked pretty in a picture? no.

hmm.. okay. get infected everyone! the tabulas (a new blogging system/site) is here! xD i heard about it like, a week ago on tentative so i thought i'ld join away! ^^; i'm such a blog freak. oh, yeah. so if this place gets pretty quiet, check out my tabulas account cause most likely if im not there, i'm here. ^_^ oh. and tell me if you get a tabulas account too! i need friends on tabulas. -_-;

^^; okay. i'm seriously working on a winter/fall layout for here. ^^; its slowly coming a long i suppose. i have a picture to use (of oh-so-cute daisuke from DNangel) so i'm working with it. but since school is almost everywhere, its going to take a while. i think i'm going to use that layout for my tabulas account too.

aaaaah.. i can't wait till next week. ^_^ its going to be an easy week cause all week is minimum days and on wednesday i have no school. xD hurray for next week!

No Doubt - Ex-Girlfriend

2003-09-14T21:48:00.000-07:00

ooii.. *in attempts to do homework*

today was kinda okay. i had some stuff i was planning to whine about here, but do to the ending of today, i totally forgot about them. ^^;

umm.. went shopping today, since mum had no work. xD we went to the super spiffy mall with all the anime stuff in it too! i wasnt able to get much stuff, all i got was the Inuyasha OST and i got the wrong one too.. -_-; i just got it cuz it had all the songs i wanted, but it turned out to be all orchestra versions of the songs.. ;_; waste of my 10 bucks. they were selling ffx-2 war scrolls there too. *nods* ooh.. and they were playing Ayumi Hamazaki in the store. lol. it was the CD i was planning to get, but instead got the inuyasha orchestra cd. -_-; they played the song i liked too! it was um... "Evolution" i think. *nods*

umm.. so, i joined my very first forum! yaay! i'm so addicted to it.. xP its kinda like my new neopets since THEY (them el stupido) froze my stinkin' account accusing me of not following the neopets 'rules' >:o stupid punks. may your servers crash in hell.

oh.. speaking of hell, on our way to the mall, there were these cute little kids selling lemonade on the sidewalk thingie. xD how cuute! i thought those kinda things only happen in like, movies/commercials/cartoons! xP they even had a stand and a sign and evererything! ...the lemonade looked kinda icky from the looks of it though.

okay, thats all for today. working on a new layout. just wanted to say hello, since i haven't blogged in what? four days? xD yeah. i have no life.

cranberries - ode to my family

2003-09-10T19:12:00.000-07:00

hohoho. i am so dead now. x_X

today was an on and off bad/good day. weird on some parts, bad on others, and awesome on tiny little parts.

it SUCKED in PE today. we ran cross country again, and i got 25 something.. u_u yep. slow runner, right here. then it got kinda better in mr. swansons class (hurray, i remember my teacher's names this time!) i got a bonus point, which i have been hoping to get. and did! xD i have 9 bonus points now. ^_^

then.. we had lunch! it was going to be interesting, because there was a competition between C. and S on which guy was cuter, S. korean boy-band member, or C's.. er.. well, i think he's an actor. ^^; nyaar. S brought like, this whoole folder with cut-out pictures of the bands and wrote all over them, with hearts on that one guy she liked. xP it was soo funny cuz C just brought this little laminated pic of the guy. xD it was hillarious. but before it started, i just *had* to run into one of my asb classmates. and she told me that we switched ram and lunch so now i dont have lunch with my friends anymore. ;_; that was like a shotgun through me. i swear. i almost felt like crying, especially since everyone was pleading me not to go. *sniff* i totally didnt want to go, especially since i was judging which guy was cuter, too! >:( those guys i eat with are like, the spiffiest people i have ever met, and i seriously didnt want to go, but ofcourse, i left. so when i finally had lunch, i was totally bummed out, all the way. lower than the dumps. but i did eat with marinel though, we finally got to talk for loong time and that kinda brightened up my day. but just the thought of my lunch time with my spiffy lunch group.. bummed me out to the max. ;_;

then we had math. math was.. kinda spiffy. i suppose. nothing bad happend. nothing good happend. it was okay.

then home. i had the *weirdest* convo with an old clasmate. i swear, i was about to block him out. just.. hell no.

okie doke. so that concludes the high's and low's of my day. ^_^ hope y'all are havin a blast! and to marinel, who should be reading this: update your xanga!

alrighty. ja ne! ^^

radiohead - fake plastic trees

2003-09-08T19:15:00.000-07:00

ohio gosaimas, minna san! ^_^ i'm in a happier mood today, though i totally crashed my history test. (28/39 = C) -_-;

my mummy wrote me a note to get me out of Pe cuz of the scabity-scab i got from running cross. ^^ i had to fake limping though, so it wouldnt look like i was faking.. (though either way it *would* look it, cuz after Pe, i 'miraculously' walked perectly fine..) har har. that was fun. i made a new friend in Pe too! (yay! i'm being more social with the wooorld!) *cheers* along with my new science freack-o friend, and my spiffy french friend. yes! i'm becoming less like squall (a.k.a: mr. anti-social) to a.. semi-social person. -_-; haha. yay for me!

i'm trying to get my friend to get a bloggy. ^^ my plan is semi-working.. *not sure* but its okay though, she has a diffy kind of blog-hosting thing, so its no prob! i hope to get her site listed here when i get my new layout up. ^_^ i'm really busy though, so it's probably going to be on.. october? heh. yep.. busy busy. and my age on the side bar is wrong too. haha. i forgot to change it when it was my birthday that i'm 10 +4 aready. xD

i'm thinking of getting in a forum. ^_^ i found a really really spiffy forum that i swear i'm going to join.. but.. ;_; what name should i call myself? honey ramen? fried noodles? instant noodles? super junkie? wind nymph? i dunno. ;_;
should i stick to my usuall name? fried noodle? OR honey ramen, japan burger, hmm.. peice of crap. i dunno. heeelpp..

oh yeah! i found some spiffy hosting places for my blogger too! *proud* now if only i had the guts to apply for that.. *sigh*

okie. got another friend to join blogger. xD i'm on a blogger phase. lol. can you tell?

alwight. must study for homework. cant let another C get past me.

hamasaki ayumi - voyage

2003-09-04T16:38:00.000-07:00

i'm running... to where, i dont know. in circles maybe, tring to catch up to the many people who were running with me... but they are gone now.

i am alone, the sounds of laughter gone from my ears. the memories of happiness disapearing from my mind. i smile sadly, as a tear runs down my cheek. i am sad, yet i try to smile and be happy. it's no use to cry, it does no good to anyone, nor does it help the weight on your back be lighter.

i cannot help but cry, tears that i've been holding back side down my cheeks. i am angry... but the wind playfully caresses my back. 'It's okay' it tries to tell me, but i still cannot help but cry. i notice a bird fly down to the shades of a tree.

birds are so lucky. they can fly and are closest to the sky. free to do whatever they please. free to dance with the wind. free to escape the polluted earth. and mostly...

free to fly wherever they please.

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nyuun. i'm sooo tired. i feel like ive been shot. three times in the chest and i'm trying to breathe.. we had to run cross today, and i was the suuper last one. ;_; i dunno why, but couldnt help but felt like crying. D: i have this nagging, itchy thought at the back of my head, thinking that my PE teacher thinks i wasnt trying. ;_; i had to walk most of the way cuz i swear if i tried to run some more, i was going to pass out. i swear! and i have a little boo-boo on my achillies cuz i wasnt wearing socks that day and my shoes kept rubbing to my achillies so now it stings in that area. *cries*

well, that thingie at the top was just a part of my writing. dont read it if you dont want to.. (unless you already did..) i just felt like writing at the moment. ^^; it kinda super sucks, so i suggest you not read it, but whatever. your free will. i dont really care.

well, anyway, need to go now. i have homework to ~~finish~~ destroy.

can you tell i'm having a crapy day?

hamasaki ayumi - voyage

2003-09-03T19:15:00.000-07:00

nyuuun! *angry face* doesnt ANY teachers understant there is an 'E' in my name for a reason!? the second week of school, and the teachers are still calling me Justin. -_-; baka teachers. (baka = stupid.)

anyway, i promise this is a short one cuz i have a test i must ace, homework to do and all that ~~good~~ stuff. and i need some rest before i fall asleep waiting for inuyasha. ^_^

alright. first! my friend in the philly finally emailed me back! ^___^ i'm so happy. apperantly, she's still obsessed about *him* (i refuses to say more) i gave her my bloggy address, so hopefully we can be more knowing about each others lives even when we dont have the time to email. (nyaah.. that part just sounded soo ugly.)

second! my neopets friend caught me not quitting neopets. he wants me to not quit. ..i already quit, like months ago. ..should i stay away from neopets, or keep in it? i want to quit. but whatever. dont quite care.

nyaarh. okay! short rant is over! i'm suuper busy tomorow. since i'm in ASB i have to sell booksox and give people their prizes from the magazine drive during my lunch times. -_-; sucks. but i'm not complaining too much, cuz some of my friends i havent seen since the first day of school are from the second lunch (in which i will be selling booksox at that time) so i can relax and hang out with them and finaly have a lengthy convo with them. *cheers*

okay. for real this time. buh-bye! ja ne! aurevoir! sayonara! ciao! ^__^

ben folds - rockin' the suburbs

2003-09-01T11:47:00.000-07:00

happy labor day! n_n hope everyones having a great time, out of school today n all.. ^_^ i am! i still need to do many many social studies homework.. mostly memorizing words, really. i hope to spend most of my day memorizing! ^_^ i need to get my smartness together.

ooi, did you know there was a hacker trying to get into my computer? it was suuper scary! but thankfully, my super kick-butt internet security caught them and they told me and so we were working together to stop this guy from hacking into my computer! they tried hacking into it like, about 58 times, they said. so then we got really scared and just turned off the computer. *nods* i looob my internet security now. even moore than before! soo much, that i rhyme! :P

i'm thinking of becoming a graphic designer when i grow up! XD so, i'm going to take photography classes when i get to freshman year and i also want to be like in FLCL, and how that one girl always carried a camera? i'll bring a camera wherever i go now! XD then i'll take graphic design classes so i can mess with the pics i took and make super neat-o pictures! XD yep! good plan. *nods*

nyuun! it was suuch a cuuttee episode of teen titans and big-o yesterday! <3 <3 it had all my ffaaaborite parings. *dies in luby-dub land* soo cute. -_-; i'm such a dork though. i cant belive i watch teen titans. ><; but what can i say? i'm addicted to it! its a pretty good show.

i wish someone would burn me a cd. i'ld have like, one with all j-pop/k-pop on it, then i'ld get some one else to burn me another cd only with my super cheesy music in it.. n_n yep. now if only someone would burn me one. -_-;

nyarr.. okay. homework time! *chants* i can do this!

do as infinity - fukai mori (deep forest)

2003-08-28T16:41:00.000-07:00

-_-; suuper ultra short rant today, as inuyasha has kept me up late at night all weekdays, i keep over-sleeping when i plan to wake up early (fer school) and yeah.. -_-; plus homework, the stress of homework, and the soul of homework: school. ...aaah.. *yawn* oh, yeah.. and Kay Tagal Kang Hinintay is like, in 9 min.

...inuyasha should be at 11. put family guy and futurama some place else.. ><; i need to take a nap.. *yawn* u_u okay, enough ranting. i need to finish my sci and english project, get my french binder together, make notes for social studies, study for test next friday.. *yawn* okay, ciao.

..oh. btw, a big sannkyou to S. for letting me copy the rest of the math homework.. i would seriously be dead by now, sufficating from all the homework everywhere if you didnt help me! -_-; also, no worries! i havent fainted just yet. n_n hope you get to change your PE class! g'luck! ^__^

ayumi hamazaki - evolution

2003-08-27T16:41:00.000-07:00

okay! this time, i wont have that much distractions to stop me from typing in my bloggy! :D

today was kinda okay. oh, did i mention theirs a josh gillum in my science class? O.o isnt he supposed to be in the other school? that was so confusing! ...i dont think thats the same guy though.. but its pretty super hard to find the same guy who has the same first and last name, yanno? i should ask someone in there if he moved or something. but.. my sis (who had ms. gillum as her science teacher) said that she lived in poway. ...oro? well.. no use figguring it out. i'm sure i'll find out sooner or later. ><;

today was suuper hectic after lunch because the lunchers who just had lunch A had to go to the multi-purpose room for the magazine drive. X.x it was like being in a concert with first come first serve seats. all the six and seventh graders were all pushing us towards the doors but the teachers were still fixing stuff in there (i think) so we were all squished outside and then people were screaming and pushing and yelling to go in.. @.@ it was a mess. i swear i almost fell in all the pushing and squished in the crowds and with all my mighty mighty-ness i tryed not to fall in fear that theyd trample all over me and flatten me like a pancake. u_u

nyaaar.. i loob this ayumi hamazaki song. ^_^ its all fast and upbeat and super cool! XD i loob the english lyrics too. i havent heard much ayu songs, but basicly the two songs i got were really really nice! i like it lots. the other song i got is Voyage (wich its english lyrics is like, everywhere in this bloggy of mine.) i lloob it too! especially cuz of its lyrics. *nods* suuper yummy! :D

grr.. i'm so mad at myself! i havent seen much of my friends around school latley, especially since most of them have totally difirent classes and a difirent lunch period as me. u_u i especially need to hang out with my friend M. summore since she told me like, around summer that this school year is her last cuz she's moving to washington.. ;_; so i wanted to spend as much time as i can while she's still here.. well, unfortunatly, i havent even seen her since the first day of school. we planned to meet before school starts (when it was the first day) but i think she was late or something so i didnt get to see her untill an unexpected meeting during passing period and she gave me my bday present then and we chatted for like, a min before we had to go to our classes... ;_; then bam! never saw each other ever again. well.. i think i saw her going to class while i was waiting for my teacher to come.. i think it was her... @.@ er.. whatever.. ill check it out some other time.. or ask her when she gets online.

*nods* good plan! :D

well, i'm off! i still need to do my homework (*shudders* darn! hate that word) and i promised myself i'll be like Yukino from Kare Kano this year and acctually study for tests and stuff. ahh.. too much hard work for me.

2003-08-26T16:53:00.000-07:00

duude.. today was a better day than that crap day i had yesterday. ^^ i realized that my horrors of school was mostly because of my lunch! (though, i cant wait for it to come so i can eat, i'm worried my friends will ditch me. ^^ at least, its the closest answer on why i dread school. nyar har har. i'm such a genius! :P

anyway, we had to get dressed in pe today.. *evil grin* i told them i left my pe clothes so i didnt have to dress up! ^__^ acctually, i kept my pe clothes in my locker. ^______^ whats also great is that they didnt mark me down for a lower citizemship grade. ^_^ i just stood around in the shade with some other smart people while everyone else was playing volleyball.

ay naku! my blog postings always seem to get cut off cuz of my soaps! >:o well.. ill go now. i wont be able to tell more about my day cuz i need more supplies for my french and language classes. -_-; *deep sigh* well, ja ne!

weezer - buddy holly

2003-08-25T16:45:00.000-07:00

nyar har har. first day of school today. nyaar.. *squirms around house* it suckkeed.. well, acctually some of it was pretty okay. met my friend, in the morning chatted a bit and my other friend, M. didnt show up where we were to meet. D: i was pretty bummed but i saw her in passin period and we got to chat a bit. ^_^ she gave me a birthday pressent! XD XD

nyaarr.. i gtg now. ;_; my soaps are on. talk more about my hellish first day of school later! bye!

stevie wonder - Isn't she lovley

2003-08-23T15:42:00.000-07:00

today is a suuper good day today because today is Squall Lionhearts birthday! XD yanno, that anti-social hero in Final Fantasy 8? nyaar.. thats right! thats why today, we celebrate with cake and everything! XD

hohoho! naaw.. not only that, but today is my birthday too! XD hehe. ^_^ its kinda a boring birthday as no one is available (some are in a cruise, some have work.. blah blah blah..) so i'm here to write in my bloggy about my big one four birthday. nyaar.. my sisters keep teasing me that i'm so old i should be in that Golden Girls show. nyaar.. u.u

aside from that, no one of my friends really know its my birthday today. (at least i think they dont) so.. this is the most relaxed and un-celebrated birthday ever! -^_^- well.. i'm pretty happy. pretty sad that none of my close-by relatives arent available (less money for the paint shop pro funds.. -_-) nyaar.. *squirms around house*

help me solve this:
i got an email from T. today.. er.. yesterday actually. and it said that there are only three words in the english dictionary that end in -gry. two of them are ANGRY and HUNGRY. what is the third word?

....nyaar.. i have no clue. i've been agonizing over it the second i got it and asked everyone in my house but no die. -_-;
tell me if you know! ^__^

nyaar.. i go celebrate sumore.. ciao!

loveholic by loveholic

2003-08-22T20:46:00.000-07:00

duuudde! i'm fiinally back on! XD *celebrates* after, what? 5 million internet-less days..!? O.O ..not really.. but it suure felt that way! -_-; all i did on the computer was html (hence the fact that i acctually finished my the Earth Nymph Layout. ^^) ^__^ the great thing about it is that i acctually have my main website up! (hurray!) check it out, kay? i havent exactly put it up yet.. but as no one i know right now is available, it will be when you find out! ^_^ so, check it out here.

nyaaar! school is on monndaay.. you know how bad that sucks right now? *sigh* my locker is like, sooo friggin far from my classes. -_-; peice of crap. whats good is that on monday, theirs new inuyasha episodes showing in adult swim! XD yeah.. so i'm pretty exited about that. OH! and also that i get to show off my super neet-o hair! XD it still sucks n' all, but i got it highlighted red! XD XD i looob it. it still smells good too! *sniffs hair* @.@ daang my hair smells good. er.. no. i'm not that weird. but when it gets in my face i can smell it! i think its either the dye that makes it smell sooo friggin good, or that shampoo they used on me.. the smell smelled like hawaiian punch or raspberries! *drool* and the thing she sprayed on me smelled like honey. XD also, you can really see the red in my hair, even without it bleached. she said she put this chemical or something that made it show more without the trouble of bleaching it first. ^^ i'm afraid of washing my hair cuz the red might faade of like last time. -_-; *crosses fingers* hope not!

well, i'm all set for school! i got my bag readied up, armed with a box of pocky and jingly-noised key chains (thanks to sanrio and that j. store neer the azn super market!) har har har! i plan to be there really really early to check out all my classes and especially wonder why they placed me in ASB. duude! i read it in the planner thingie and it said its for helping students help other students get mmore active in school. O.o im like, one of the only non-active people in the school... and they want me to help other people get active..? nyaawr. no thanks.

ooph, thursday was a super busy day! i woke up super early to get my teeth cleened in the dentists place (no cavities! hurray!) then we went to get my hair highlighted along with my sister (only my sis dyed her whole head a dark brown and got a cut) then we went shopping cuz my other sis wanted to get this one school bag somewhere.. then we went to borders after we went school shopping. i bought book four of Wish (the last one! XD its a very cute ending.) and i got this suuuuupeer cute bon bon calendar for 2004. its sooo cute! i dont even want to write anything on it (like my friends' birthdays and stuff) *drools* its just too cool.

nyawwwrr... weelll, i gtg now. -_-; i need to hurry and get my site updated. ciao! XD c ya tomorow.

hurray! internets back! ...wait! dont kick me out agaiin! kicks computer

2003-08-15T11:45:00.000-07:00

i think i have a virus in my computer.. -_-; it wont let me go online.. and if it ever doeess.. its super super slooow.. o.o anyway, ive been internet deprived for the longest time and life sucks without the internet. *nods* anyway, just wanted to tell yall whats been going on with me and my stupid computer before my computer kicks me off again. -_-; also! i know my bloggy is kinda.. umm.. messed up but thats just cuz its not finnished yet.. ^^; i was planning to fix it this week but since the computer *glares at computer* stoped functioning right, ill fix it some other time.

er.. ciao! must fix internet problem now.. (attempt number: 3)

today is sucking so far..

2003-08-10T15:46:00.000-07:00

-_-; yep. i had to wake up early today to go to church n' the usuall crap happend, mumma saying were late (though when we do get there, were like, 10 min. early..) me half asleep and usually being the last one to finish dressin' ..i have no problems goin to church n all but my stupid shirt was buggin the hell out of me. it got me into such a pissy mood after that. then lolo was all "dont put your elbows on the table! you'll spoil the food!" O.o ..how does putting my elbows on the table spoil the food? and its not like its going to stay there while i'm eating. -_-; then my dad came and got mad at my sister for not taking out the glasses in our room and he's all complaining how he's the one having to take it out all the time and how he's seen those same glasses all week in our room. ...excuse me? me and my sister take out the glasses we put there everyday. we just so happend to get thirsty again at night and got a new one. aaarrgg.. it got me soo po'ed. SO annoying. everyones picking at the things that they dont see us do and assuming that we dont do it. >:O

..anyway! (am a lil better now. ><;) how do you like my new end summer/fall layout? ^__^ i like it a grip! i worked super hard on it too! umm.. the color might be a little too bright on some computers or maybe your eyes are just umm.. not used to it? well, if it IS to bright for you, i suggest you either adjust your color/bightness on your computer, deal with it, or wear sunglasses. *nod* also, the title of this layout is called EARTH NYMPH, because of its super cool, earthy (not to mention green) colors.. and i thought earth nymph sounded cool.
i like this layout a lot because of its earthy, green and bright colors but also cuz of its techo-ish style and clean-cut edges, and also because it was super easy to make! i just made it in PAINT. ya hear me!? PAINT! :D umm.. i kept the lyrics ("were on this journey in order to become happy") and i plan to use it in all my bloggy layouts and of course, lyrics are from Ayumi Hamazaki's song: VOYAGE.
i loob this layout! <3 <3 <3 i think this ones going to last till october. i wanted it to be in a red monochromatic-like scheme instead of a green one, but i think ill do that some other time. *grin* oh! i almost forgot! umm.. i added new features in my sidebar like an event calendar--august through febuary only so far (so i wont forget anyones birthdays that i know) if ya want me to add your b-day, ild love to add it! XD just IM me or e-me (by clicking on "justine" on the sidebar) and i will! XD ...and dont be stupid. make sure i know who you are first. >< saankkyoou!

okay, enough about my layout.. i think ill end it right now (seeing that your membrane has probably shrunken in fear and insanity) so...

ja ne! bye! XP

of missing days, FLCL and G-phoria.

2003-08-09T17:47:00.000-07:00

i got jipped a thursday... i swear i did! :O i'm browsing through a website, looking at the pretty layout and stuff and i look at her updates and it said it was friday! i almost fell out of my chair (if i wasnt glued down to it..) duude, todays supposed to be FRIDAY! not saturday! O.O ...what the heck is going on..?? @.@

i want a vespa. a cute lil' white one! lol. noo.. i started to want it after watching FLCL (furi kuri) -_-; *hopless anime freak* yeah.. u_u noo.. i'm not that addicted to FLCL as its a notch too weird for me.. but i do really really really really like their music.. -_-; i'm going to get the OST if we ever go back to the mall with the anime shop. i have enough money to buy it! XD *happy happy* i also heard that Gainax is acctually selling those stickers like in Haruko's vespa (the one that goes like this: "P!") one day ill get it.. along with my white vespa, and my FLCL soundtrack!

hmm.. i'm getting kinda sick of this layout.. that was kinda fast, ne? hmm.. i'll work on a new one later on in the day.. or tomorow. *nods*

call me a dork or whatever you want, but i was watching the g-phoria thing in G-4 (that video game chanell). G-phoria is supposed to be an awarding for the best videogames. well, i started to watch it kinda late already, but i thought some parts were pretty funny. like the cosplay fashion show like thing. ^^; it was funny to see them in the costumes! kinda shocking, too on how they make the costumes exreemly detailed. like this one Yuna costume, even had the little details on her yellow cloth thingie, and even had the cloth on her arms did the fady-fady to the purpleish color. lots of people dressed up as FFX/X2 and KH characters, really. i saw Leon/squall, lulu, rikku (x2), yuna, and lots more that i cant really remember. theeen, they showed a preview of FFX-2, sadly though, because of my snooping around the web, i found out everything that happens in the game.. -_-; so its no surprise to me anymmore... ;_;
i think from a blog i read a couple days ago, in the g-phoria, the maker of the final fantasys was there (crap, i forgot his name...) nifty! ive never really seen someone so poweerrfuull! making super gorgeous video games! XD wai!

danngg its soo hot latley.. i'm diieeeingg.. and theres no cold food in the house. we just have lots of hot instant noodles... -_-; well, ill go look for cold food.. or die/ pass out trying! :P

out of luck (and pocky), but still kicking butt.

2003-08-06T21:33:00.000-07:00

i kicking butt in html. acctually tring to make one of my summer goals come true. -_-; so now i html-ing my fanny off so my website will be up at least during school starts. *sigh* my web sucks. i want a .net site, but i need money for that. and i got no moneys. x.x moving on to my day:

i have bad luck in games today. -_-; no luck in solitaire showdown against T. i lost like, 3 times. I dont think I'll get Cloud's Omnislash today. -_-; i havent been playing FFVII in a while come to think. K's been playing FFIX instead. Zidane can so kick Clouds butt. ....then again, i'm not quite sure which one is slower: Zidane or Cloud? whatever... they both kick major booty. ^^

...slightly bad day today. found only a little pocky left. pocky is now scarce. need more pocky... *hungry look*no food in house. no lychee soda. now, no more pocky. *dies* giimee pooccckkkyyy!

....chocolate/original flavour poky, peaas! X'( ...peas and carrots?

hint-hint

2003-08-04T16:40:00.000-07:00

-_- *too lazy to type* blah. okay! yesterday... we went shopping again! XD we went to the faar mall this time (which is very rare that we do) and it was fun. i didnt buy anything in rising sun though, wich sucks because we almost never get to go there.. but they didnt have any of the stuff i was hoping they would have (like a seshomaru plushie, FFIX art book, wish/clover manga volume 4..) but i did find this very cool 2-cd Inuyasha collection thingie and it had their opening songs and ending songs.. well, some of them anyway. but i thought it would be a waste cuz most of them was the same song only diffirent kinds (like: Tv edit, english ver, instrumental, karaoke version...) and one version of the song is enough for me.. i didnt get it though.. i mean, i only have 10 bucks to spend.. and one cd is 10 bucks already and it was2 cds in one pack.. -_-;

anyway, after that we went to this azn super market place and i got a lychee soft drink because of the super cool bottle (y'know, with like, a marble inside?) and it took us forever to find out how to open it since the instructions were (of corse) in japanese.. eventually we did get to open it. it tasted really good! ^__^ we're going to get sumore later when (or if ever) we come back. i also got a grip load of Pocky to last me this whole month (especially since sckl is almost here) and then we went to the cutsey store near by! XD i love that store! it has like, japanese and korean characters like Pucca and Moshi Maro and some characters from San-X. ^__^ i got some notebooks for school, kawaii jingly pens, pucca stickers and some other stuff. *drools in happyness*

Yep! theirs nothing like playing video games, watching subtitled anime all while eating some chocolate pocky and some lychee soft drink! XD glorious!

anyway, my and k. stenciled ginko leaves in our room. XD kinda cool, a tad too traditional azn for me.

going to watch kay tagal kang hinihintay now. ciao!

(by the way, what ever happend to spelling asian the right way?)

2003-08-04T15:36:00.000-07:00

What Object in Naolith's Room Are You?

2003-08-02T23:20:00.000-07:00

You represent... insanity.
You're quite a quirky little creature. You're
emotions are varying. You may appear childish
and innocent, but you have a tendency to freak
out. You're incredibly random, but it's good
to be unique. People know you're an odd one,
but you certainly don't mind.

What feeling do you represent?
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21 days to go!

2003-08-02T22:30:00.000-07:00

konichiwa! lots of things happend today! ^__^ lolo and lola came back from chicago with lots of stuffies... then, we went to the mall today... umm.. it was pretty short cuz my sister had to go to the movies at seven and we left at around 2 o' clock..? then my sister went to play tennis with my dad and she told me to come for "moral support" but i ended up running after all the balls that she attemped in serving. -_-; total excercise! *aarg!* lol. i can bearly run now without limping. x_x;; *tired look*

i'm so jelous of my friend! ever since my computer broke down (and was at the verge of combusting and loosing all our data) y'know how like, we lost most of the programs we downloaded? so.. yeah. i lost paint shop pro and so now i can only edit pictures and stuff on paint. ;_; (still mourning about it) and so my webpage is on hiatus i guess... -_- well anyway, my friend got adobe photoshop a few days ago cuz i'm kinda trying to help her on html and stuff cuz she wants to make a web page and and *stutters* photoshop is like, waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay better (and then some) than paintshop and she's still asking her bro to install painshop pro cuz she isnt quite satisfied with photoshop. -_-; i'ld KILL for photoshop. i'ld DIE for photoshop. heck, even worse! i'ld become one of those hard core vegitarians for a whole year (even though i hate veggies) just to get photoshop. hell, even two years!

*whines* i want photoshop! ...paintshop is fine too!

^^;; ehehe.. *scratches head* yeah.. i'm a little er.. obsessive..? i think i have OCD.. -_-; ...anyway! i'm drooling over winter vacation now.. when we go to the phillipines... since i'm growing out my hair, its going to be really really long then. and then, i'll get to shop everywhere and finally get to eat decent-made hito and bibinka and siopao! and shop in stores that i've been dying to go to. ^__^ cant wait!

nee.. i'm tired now. i think i'll go play some video games before .hack comes on. ^_^ ja ne! bye!
(oh by the way, you guys better get me something on the 23rd! XD lol. jk.)

2003-07-30T14:45:00.000-07:00

(brace yourself, this is a long one)

ohohohoho! *megumi laugh* i have the new layout up! ^__^ i like this one a looot! its got lots of shades of red and butterflies EVERYWHERE! *spins* prettie! i dont quite like the thing beside the pink blog space.. it seems too.. squishy. well, the only reason i kept it is because i dont have my other pages up yet, so when i get it done, most likely it'll be un-squishy. also, i like this one much cause i changed the date thing and made it in french! (i know it sounds like i dont know anything about what i'm doing, but i do! ...i just dont know what to call them..) er.. and yeah, i changed my bloggy name.. AGAIN. ;_; i really really really need to make up my mind on these things. hopfully this'l be my last name changing.

oopphff.. i had to go to the horrid horrid orthodontist place yesterday.. ;_; i'm getting braces in a month. *tears* thats horrible! they examined my teeth and said that my braces (when i get them) will take about 12-18 months before my teeth are free from brackets and wires. even worse is that they going to pull FOUR of my teeth up! 2 in the bottom and 2 at the top. ;_; aannd! *whines* i think their going to do it like, right before my birthday... :'( which means, i wont even get to eat anything yummy like cake because my teeth are too busy trying to fix themselves and theyd rather have me starve to death. *sniff*

after the horrid experience in the ortho, (wich i have a feeling will get worse) we went shopping! i have not gone shopping in a looong time... we bought lotsa crap and shirts and stuff.. it was fun. we met my sister at the eye doctor cuz she wanted to get new frames for her glasses and then my mommy had to go get this form for something... and so we i waited in the car and my sisters were in their own car and we were making funny faces in the window. lots of people were passing by too. haha. they musta think we crazy.

oooh! my sister borrowed a book from the library! its was like 'street graphics tokyo' and it was the cooolest book next to Fruits. it had soo much gorgeous pictures of tokyo graphics and stuff.. it has soo much cute pics! sugoi! sugoi! XD

mm.. i'm going to get my hair re-highlighted soon. i dunno what color though.. should i make it red again or brown? hmm.. toughie. my sisters going to dye her whole hair a nice dark brown. at first she wanted 'monkey brown' (named after the door-hanging monkey we have in the room) which is like the exact same color as her face. lol.

ooh.. after lots of planning this summmer, my parents acctually did what they said 2 summers ago. they said we were going to go to the philly last summer but made no plans, but now! we acctually are! this winter actually, during winter break (and then some-- 2 weeks off school to be exact) in the philly! i'm exited! all those times i wished i could go to Mango, People are People, Tokyo Fashion, Cinderella and eat a chori burger or salinas (sp?) or go to Jollibee and tickles and sanrio or time zone! *drools* one of the first things ill do is get a Time Zone card, and a phone card. i love those things! they rock. plus, more crap to put in my wallet! XD

hee, i'm sure ive cracked a hole in your brain by now with all this crap (if youve read through this whole thing) so i'll stop now. i did have something to say, but i'll just say it tomorow when its a slightly shorter rant. ja ne! ^_^

2003-07-28T15:14:00.000-07:00

just a semi-short rant today! -_-; at least, its supposed to be one.

okay, i'm working on a new layout for this bloggy along with info and crap that i was planning to do. so far so good. ^_^

umm.. i watched terminator 3 saturday.. all i gotta say is: holy crap that was scary. not in a ghost-story like way, but like, all the action-packed crap got me screaming like a five-year-old. -_-; it was so embarassing.. i was like the only one getting freaked out all the time in the whole theater..! T_T horrable.

ooophf.. *stumbles* darn it! i swear i had more to write... curse my short memory. *curses* well, now that i can't remember the rest of my days.. i suppose its IS going to be a short rant! ^__^

okay, k. wants me to get off now.. i think she wants to download more cheezy music. -_-;

2003-07-26T16:05:00.000-07:00

*laughs* yaay! ^__^ so i made a new bg for my blog so it doesnt tile in the bottom... how does ye like? i have other stuff i'm planning to put up too, i just need to work on it first... *sigh* i'm so lazy today.. i have to make banners for my friends neopets guild. -_-; acctually, i was planning on quitting neopets ages ago in which i succeded but he kept bringing up the subject of me joining his guild and after the umpinth time he asked i gave up.. besides, i was running out of excuses. i'm okay with it though.. my new plan is to get his guild all prettied up and then when my jobs done i'll quit. the banners i'm making are sucking so far. i mean, their really pretty, but they clash with all the other crap they have and the banner i made them.. its the same colors but the way im making the pics are diffirent.. *sigh*

ooh.. LOTS of interesting things happend yesterday and thursday night. Princess got shot (like three times, acctually) in bastat kasama kita... and then, in kay tagal kang hinihintay, lorea (is that her name?) umm.. lets just call her red butterfly FINALLY slapped morgana and pulled her hair and such. gaah.. ^__^ its about time someone did. too bad it was at dimitri's funeral though, cuz then.. i dunno.. i just feel sumthing bads going to happen.

i saw the last episode of gatekeepers 21 thursday night.. it was soo sad... i was tearing up! :3 i thought everyone was going to die 'specially reji (i think thats his name) cuz he kept using his gate... and yukino died.. *sniff* i love that anime, thought i really wish it could have been longer withought dragging the series. i'm hoping i can buy the dvd sometime... i think its two dvds.. ><; i wish i had that kinda money... i'm saving up my money for the next newtype mag cuz it has this one thing that i want in it..

mm.. summers almost over. ;_; i never even got to do anything i hoped to do in summer.. like finish my main page in my website. i'm positive if my computer didnt almost crash on me it WOULD be up.. ;_; i want my paint shop back! *whines*

oh.. i did get to see pirates of the carribean yesterday! ^__^ it was pretty good! i kinda expected more after what everyone was telling me, but it wasnt exacly below my expectations either.. mm.. orlando bloom kinda sucked in that movie. he did have his moments like when he first fought jack sparrow. *nods* that was a good scene. i do have to say that jonny depp kicked major super butt in that movie! XD makes me want to be a pirate, or have a pirate name... like, four-eyed sally or something. wouldnt that be cool?

er.. okay.. i think this is a super long blabble already, so i'll just stop now. ><; bye! ja ne!

2003-07-24T16:50:00.000-07:00

y'know, you must be really, really, really bored to acctually view and read my bloggy. but thanks for comming. ^__^ apperantly, lots of people have been going through my bloggy and the only link i have to this is from my aim. er.. straying of subject. umm.. anyway, i dont have a counter in my bloggy here but i do know that lots of people have come here and clicked on things.. more specificly my sister's sites! ^__^ my sis is the one with the counter in her site and it shows that a majority of people who visit her site came from my bloggy. ...i repeat: you must be very very bored.

waai! Ayane is in a COMA!? a coma!? gosh darn the makers of gk21. ;_; well, at least we got more kick butt characters to watch while she's out. but, i'm confused.. is this just a 6 episode ova? thats pretty darn short. but.. i heard from somewhere that episode 24 was really really good.. but then again.. she could mean gatekeepers and not the sequel.. gaaah! >< this is too confusing. but if it IS that short.. i'ld like to buy the dvd. *nod*

gaaah. my sister is in a so-called "crisis" its all because she joined this poway blogring thingie and.. her obsession's friends are in there. she keeps babling on and on to me and asking for advice... @.@ but... gaah.. my head.

anyway, i cant talk much about the situation as i promised i wouldnt tell anyone. (er.. i kinda broke that promise, huh?) but we did make another promise that we wouldnt read each others blogs.. and if SHE keeps that promise.. she'll think i kept mine.
.. crap. i totally forgot what i'm babling on and on about. *reads blog* what? that makes no sence.

so, now.. i'm going to watch Kay Tagal Kang Hinihintay, as dimitri is dead.. (ay nako, nakakainis naman si yuri.. gusto ko papatayin...) anyway, ill talk sumore later.. i made a new bg too that i'll put up later after the soap cuz i'm missing it already.. P34C3! ^__^

2003-07-23T16:00:00.000-07:00

crap! the stupid background i have is tiling all the way in the bottom... ><; i didnt think it would.. baah... now i have to figger out another way to make it look pretty..
haha. i watched the transporter just a while ago... lots of kick butt scenes! XD the azn girl there had really cool clothes too... gah.

so many people shooting each other yesterday. first in Kay Tagal Kang Hinihintay.. then in Bastat Kasama Kita.. and THEN! my favorite character in gatekeepers 21 got shot! ;_; she was soo cooll too.. Ayane, i think that was her name? that or ayumi, but i think i'm just mixing up ayumi hamazaki's name for it... ^^; i dont think she's going to die though... she's too coool! ;_; .. i hope not. i dont find out till 9:00 tonight. ><; craaap! i cant wait that long! x.X

er.. i know i had something else to say here.. darn it. i cant remember.. @.@

2003-07-22T17:31:00.000-07:00

yaaay. you should be able to see the pics now. ^__^ so happy. anyway, im working on an extendsion for this place like, umm.. more info and crap about me and the site..

you shoulda seen me yesterday.. i was going insane because all i had was paint to work my pics in. i was ready to download a trial of adobe photoshop even though i knew my computer couldnt handle it and could and would have crashed.. luckyly, when i clicked for the download button they told me i needed to register for whatever.. T_T anyway, i've worked with it now.. i'm learning to just use paint do edit and make my pics.. and so far, its sucks.

gaaah! nakakainis naman ang tfc. they wend over bored on one stupid soap so when it was finished they only showed like, 5 min of the soap i was going to watch! gaaah! so all i know is that lady morgana killed dimitri (sa kay tagal kang hinihintay) and anilov is... umm.. the heck!? @.@ so confused. anyway, i gtg watch Basta't kasama kita. ^_^

2003-07-21T14:19:00.000-07:00

daaaaarrrrrnn.... peice of craaap. okay, notice the pictures not working? yeah.. village photos screwing up on me soo.. of course the pics wont show. i tried re-uploading them, but instead i ended up deleting them, and THEN, i tried uploading them again since i deleted them and everytime i try, i get this error saying something about PAGE CANNOT BE DISPLAID. stupid. *kicks pebble to village photos* pleeaase fix your site! *tears*

today is a baad html day.

2003-07-21T13:24:00.000-07:00

hmm... okay, i made a few pics and stuff here, but now i'm thinking its too busy at the top.. darn it.

i still dont have my paint shop back.. so all i really use at the moment is paint. ;_; i miss my paintshop! i have nothing to do without it.. and i got soo many ideas for new layouts but i cant do anything at all because i dont have paintshop.. ;_; how mean! ;_;

anyway, still editing the page.. cuz it looks like crap.. i mean, a lot better, but still crap. i wont post any real bloggings till its all done.. i guess. -_-;

2003-07-18T00:29:00.000-07:00

(12:29 am) hmm... testing! hello! umm.. how does this thing work...?

oh.. i really hoped to get a non blogspot one but i guess i have no choice for now! ^^; man, i really hoped to have something like my friend one's.. ^^;

(2:54 pm) whoo-hoo! *cheers* finally edited my whole page! its a little too plain, i think, so i'm looking for pics and stuff to filler up... i really, really wish though that the stupid ad up there would just decintigrate from my page and disapear. ^^; darn.. that was fun.

still hoping my bloggy was like this one persons blog i saw (it was soo pretty!) but i cant unless someone with a dot com name or whatever wants to host me.. ;_; drats..

Abstract Memories

changin' my life - TOKYO

morcheeba - the sea

FF8 - fishermans horizon (midi)

mariah carey - oh boy (i need you)

nothing

edwin mcCain - I'll Be

alanis morrisette - precious illusions

kylie minogue - dancefloor

erykah badu - bump it

vision of escaflowne - mystic eyes

inuyasha cd - track # 1

tlc - unpretty

nakashima mika - love addict

nakashima mika - love addict

nothing.

nothing.

keahiwai - falling

boyz II men - color of love

bituin escalante - kung ako lang sana

keahiwai - falling

final fantasy viii - fishermans horizon (midi)

keahiwai - falling

utada hikaru - fly me to the moon

oasis - wonderwall

nikka costa - like a feather

weezer - say it ain't so

dream - my will (inyuasha end song 1)

No Doubt - Ex-Girlfriend

cranberries - ode to my family

radiohead - fake plastic trees

hamasaki ayumi - voyage

hamasaki ayumi - voyage

ben folds - rockin' the suburbs

do as infinity - fukai mori (deep forest)

ayumi hamazaki - evolution

weezer - buddy holly

stevie wonder - Isn't she lovley

loveholic by loveholic

hurray! internets back! ...wait! dont kick me out agaiin! *kicks computer*

today is sucking so far..

of missing days, FLCL and G-phoria.

out of luck (and pocky), but still kicking butt.

*hint-hint*

21 days to go!

hurray! internets back! ...wait! dont kick me out agaiin! kicks computer

hint-hint